Welcome To Hollymood

The Boat That Rocked

2011-11-17T23:03:00.005+08:00

Books are the carriers of civilization.

Without books, history is silent, literature dumb, science crippled, thought and speculation at a standstill.

I think that there is nothing, not even crime, more opposed to poetry, to philosophy, ay, to life itself than this incessant business.

Do not be too moral.

You may cheat yourself out of much life.

Aim above morality.

Be not simply good, be good for something.

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams!

As you simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler.

Dream Love

2011-11-17T22:44:00.004+08:00

Where there is love there is life.

Live the live you have imagined.

Love what you dream, dream what you love!

One Day At A Time

2011-11-17T09:35:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Let's remember that war is over when we want it to be.

It is up to us and nobody else.

Give Peace A Chance.

Remember Love.

Imagine Peace.

Think Peace, Act Peace, Spread Peace.

Hujan Live In Bangkok

2011-11-10T12:17:00.003+08:00

Mega mendung di angkasa

Hembusan bayu dingin terasa

Gerimis berderai di merata

Bagai mutiara

Rahmat dibawa bersama

Limpahannya meresap dijiwa

Adakala bahagia terasa

Meskipun duka nestapa

Tika hujan turun

Sayup mendayu lagu keroncong

Merdu irama dialun

Bersenandung

Hujan membasahi bumi

Melahirkan keluhuran budi

Mengeratkan perpaduan suci

Kasih sayang abadi

Seksualiti Merdeka

2011-11-10T11:57:00.003+08:00

God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve.

Let's promote awareness of discrimination, harassment and violence based on sexual orientation and gender identity in Malaysia.

Red Flag

2011-11-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

Higher than Mountain.

Deeper than See.

That's Malaysia.

I am a Malaysian but i am not a Malay.

All Saints Goes To Heaven

2011-11-01T11:04:00.005+08:00

Please don't you play prey with the prank call.

Are you afraid of the ghost spell?

Please don't.

As the saints go marching in.

Because we are made for walking.

Hurrah!!

A Job To Get A Life

2011-10-31T21:55:00.005+08:00

News is just a news.

There is no good or bad side of it.

I wonder what my life will be in 5 years.

Am i still going to be here or there?

Today is not a good day to say it.

But whenever i get my pay, it worthless.

As i can't do what i want to do.

Back in my old days, i can do what i want to do but no money to say it out.

I rather go to my past.

Enjoying my life.

Last week my friend did told me of a job at United Arab Emirates.

But i'm still thinking of it.

RM4400 pay with house to stay and my daily meal.

I don't think i'm going to have my real life.

How about you?

What is your point of freedom?

Are you free to do whatever you want to do?

Or not?

Choose life.

I'm not a washing machine nor a television.

Without vision, there is no mission.

With a mission, nothing is impossible.

That's life.

The Love Story

2011-10-27T07:22:00.003+08:00

He's not perfect.

You aren't either.

And the two of you will never be perfect.

But if he can make you laugh at least once.

Causes you to think twice.

And if he admits to being human and making mistakes.

Hold on to him and give him the most you can.

He isn't going to quote poetry.

He's not thinking about you every moment.

But he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break.

Don't hurt him.

Don't change him.

And don't expect more than he can give.

Don't analyze.

Smile when he makes you happy.

Yell when he makes you mad.

And miss him when he's not there.

Love hard when there is love to be had.

Because perfect guys don't exist.

But there's always one guy that is perfect for you.

Thank you.

Heaven Or Hell

2011-10-26T17:06:00.003+08:00

Do you know where is heaven?

Or where is hell?

Do you ever wonder to be like Stevie Wonder?

Muammar Gaddafi had been shot dead by his own man.

Do you know where he will be place later on?

In heaven or hell?

He did shouted "Don't Shoot! Don't Shoot!"

But still...

After Saddam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden.

Who's next?

Am I Wry? No

2011-10-26T10:18:00.002+08:00

Have you ever met a person that is the main attraction of all the people in the world?

Jesus never wrote a book, commanded an army, held a political office or owned property.

But people keep on talking about him.

He just travel around the world and amazed people with his words and deeds.

Some believe he was merely a great moral teacher.

Others believe he was simple the leader of the world's greatest religion.

Am I Wry?

No.

Are You?

Free For Fall

2011-10-18T11:28:00.007+08:00

Demi Rakyat Sarawak beliau bertitah.

Memperjuangkan hak-hak rakyat Sarawak.

Daripada perilaku maksiat yang berleluasa.

Beliau di angkat sebagai hero Malaya.

Mengagung-agungkan sistem demokrasi.

Hanya akan berpuas hati sekiranya mereka memenangi kerusi tersebut.

Beliau mempergunakan rakyat Sarawak.

Demi masa depan beliau.

Tidak pernahkah rakyat Sarawak terfikir.

Membuka mata.

Melihat dunia.

Ketika Gobalakrishnan, Haris Ibrahim dan lain-lain diusung keluar dari negeri Sarawak.

Akan tetapi.

Beliau bebas masuk keluar dari negeri Sarawak yang tercinta.

Hanya dengan satu sebab beliau katakan.

Demi rakyat Sarawak.

Fahamilah mainan politik sebenar.

Inilah politikus rakyat.

The Guardian

2011-10-18T10:20:00.004+08:00

The BiDoyoh never been born to be a leader.

Only as the follower.

And some might only condemn the others.

How to break the chain?

A BiDoyoh Boy

2011-09-24T22:10:00.004+08:00

I am highly intelligent and resourceful.

I never short of admirers and often given a position of responsibility.

I am a true fighter.

Familiarism In Life

2011-09-06T07:39:00.002+08:00

Who are you?

Where you come from?

Do you still remember?

What you have done last eid?

Wake up!

No matter what they said.

No matter what they do.

Is only for you.

And only you.

They are your parent.

Eid Not Aid

2011-09-05T15:37:00.004+08:00

What will our next generation look like?

Will they be better than us?

Or getting worse?

That's for you to answer.

Today.

We need those food but not that bomb.

No need for us to turn everything upside down.

Oh happy day for us today.

Let's keep it alive.

Black Is Not A Colour

2011-08-23T01:54:00.004+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen...
Can we accept the unacceptable for a meeting?

People sometimes just don't understand how the system works.
Maybe most of the time.
When they said they against the mainstream media, don't you think that they become too obsessed to the alternative media?
The wrong side turn to be right.
Free media please.
Hah!
Humanoid Paranoid.

Aku Tahu Aku Comel. Apa Kau Tahu?

2011-08-22T00:07:00.004+08:00

Aku sedih.
Siapa yang tahu?
Tiada.

The Earth Is Not A Cold Dead Place

2011-08-19T14:18:00.002+08:00

Mereka masih wujud di landasan norma kehidupan kita.
Mereka masih hidup bagaikan hidupan liar.
Melayan nafsu serakah manusia di sekeliling kita.
Tanpa segan tanpa silu.
Mereka adalah pelacur tua.

Kenapa kehidupan mereka sebegini rupa?
Bukan salah ibu mengandung.
Salahkah anaknya mengandung?
Tidak pernah berubahkah pemikiranmu wahai manusia sejagat?
Semalam.
Aku sanggup membantu.
Akan tetapi mereka tidak memerlukan bantuan dari aku lagi.
Kondominium adalah pusat pembuangan sisa-sisa kondom mereka.
Semakin hari semakin sukar untuk aku bayangkan.
Dunia ini semakin mengecil dan dipenuhi limpahan dosa dan air mani manusia.
Dapatku lihat di kancah television dan laman-laman blog mereka.
Rupa kita adalah aksi kita.
Berhati-hati melintas jalan yang sepi.
Kerana sepi itu ada maknanya.

Shut Downloader

2011-08-17T23:13:00.005+08:00

Hidup mati semula.
Tiada kata secantik bahasa.
Apa kau rasa kiranya tugasan berubah-ubah dari masa ke semasa?
Hari demi hari menanti keputusan yang tepat namun masih tiada.
Kepala aku pening melihat laman blog ini.
Habis madu sepah dibuang.
Membuat aku menyampah.
Macam sampah.
Aku terdiam sejenak.
Apa yang perlu aku lakukan.
Kerja aku telah siap.
Esok akan aku jalani temu janji bersama pihak Hong Kong Shanghai Bank of Commerce.
Diharapkan segalanya lancar.
Tidak ingin diriku membuang masa melayan tetamu.
Aku bukanlah pelayan bar.
Kehidupanku seperti biasa.
Tamatnya waktu pejabat.
Aku akan melayan cerita Supa Strikas.
Bersama Adnan Sempit kemudian.
Berehat dan BerJimi Asmara buat seketika.
Melayan perasaan hiba yang berdebar-debar.
Esok akan terpampanglah keputusannya di muka depan laman sesawang tersebut.
Diharapkan aku berjaya melepasi persoalan pertama.
Aku bukanlah seorang polis.
Selamat malam cikgu.

Alhamdulillah

2011-08-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

You people!
Praise the Lord.
Not only your Lord Justice as well as God.
This is the joy of the world.
There is no other God than Lord God.
The one and only.
For you and for me.
Hallelujah...

Mara Bahaya

2011-08-17T22:19:00.003+08:00

They are the Council.
Not the Bar Council.
Trust of the people.
But not anymore.
Not by me nor the others.

The Malaysian stand for you.
Ever never for you to stand for all of them.
People to you is just a couple.
Dangermouse get the moose.

Hassan I Am

2011-08-17T16:38:00.003+08:00

Hassan.
Salah seorang kawan sekolej aku dulu memanggil aku.
Dia berasal dari Ipoh.
Ipoh Timur kawasan Lim Kit Siang.
Dengan cara ingin menipu.
Ochi dari Bangi memberitahunya bahawa namaku Hassan.
Hassan bukanlah nama sebenarku.
Apa salahnya namaku Hassan?
Rupa paras aku seperti Melayu.
Malaysia nama negaraku.
Akan tetapi aku bukanlah Malaysian di mata dunia.
Kerana Carl dari Afrika Selatan dulu kala pernah berkata bahawa aku bukan Malay dan aku bukanlah Malaysian.
Aku mula terfikir.
Adakah aku Malaysian ataupun bukan?
Aku merasakan kaum peribumi seperti aku ditindas dengan begitu kejam.
Aku memberitahu seorang ahli perniagaan berbangsa Cina bahawa mereka masih bertuah.
Tidak seperti aku.
Kerana kuota kemasukkan ke universiti awam masih memihak kepada mereka.
Di mana aku sebagai seorang yang berasal dari kaum etnik Bidayuh tergolong di dalam senarai nama Bumiputera.
Akan tetapi di dalam senarai nama bumiputera masih di pecah belahkan tempurungnya kepada Melayu dan Bukan Melayu.
Berapakah kuota untuk Bumiputera Bukan Melayu?
Aku pernah berpeluang melanjutkan pelajaran aku ke University of Glamorgan akan tetapi pihak MARA tidak ingin menaja aku.
Bodohkah aku?
Lebih baik nama aku Hassan.
Mungkin sebab nama Idris yang memberi ruang untuk Idris Jala berjaya.
Tahniah kepada ibu bapanya.
Aman Malaysia.

Pembunuh Bersiri

2011-08-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hai!

Aku ada twitter.
Nama twitter aku The Israelian.
Kad di terima.

Orang Gila

2011-08-16T21:58:00.003+08:00

Mana mungkin orang gila mengaku diri mereka gila.
Mereka akan berkata orang yang mengatakan mereka itu gila adalah orang gila yang sebenarnya.

Siapa yang gila?
Hari-hari aku makan nasi bungkus RM4.50.
Sungguh bosan.
Aku sedih, hampa dan kecewa.
Dengan diriku sendiri.
Tanpa hala tuju.
Malam ini aku hampir di langgar sejibik kereta.
Pukimak sial babi anjing gila.
Karenah manusia.
Penat memikirkannya.
Orang gila belum tentu gila.
Gila bola.

Malam Menjadi Malam

2011-08-16T13:23:00.005+08:00

Malam tadi adalah malam pertama aku memutar-belitkan kota Bintulu.
Entah mengapa aku merasakan bahawa kota Bintulu sungguh seram.
Mungkin kerana tiada teman bersama aku.
Aku menungang motosikal sekitar kota tersebut.
Sampah sarap bergelimpangan di tepi jalan.
Pecutan kereta bagaikan dunia di hujung tanduk.
Setibanya aku di sebuah lampu isyarat, aku merasa hairan.
Melihat lampu isyarat berwarna hijau akan tetapi sebuah kereta Viva La Vida Loca tidak bergerak.
Di dalamnya kelihatan 2 orang lelaki.
Apakah yang mereka lakukan?
Adakah mereka melakukan maksiat sesama jenis?
Erm...
Tiada komen untuk tugasan tersebut.
Aku terus bergerak ke pasar malam.
Di situ sahaja aku berbelanja sebanyak RM11.00.
Cukuplah untuk malam ini.
Aku masih ada RM6.00 untuk hari esok.
Ribut melanda di dalam perjalanan pulang.
Nasib aku selamat tiba.
Aku makan dan makan sambil menonton cerita Tangkai Jering.
Aku hidup tanpa perasaan.
Makanan aku tidak enak langsung.
Aku cirit-birit untuk semalaman.
Sekian.
Terima kasihan.

www.ilovemoney.com

2011-08-15T10:25:00.003+08:00

Hari ini mahu menceritakan tentang duit.
Aku bukanlah orangnya kaya.
Dan aku bukannya seorang yang miskin.
Aku orangnya yang sedang-sedang sahaja.
Tapi...
Kenapa ada manusia yang rakus.
Dinodai dengan duit ataupun wang ringgit.
Aku tiada kereta.
Aku tiada rumah.
Yang aku ada cumalah gitar elektrik, amp gitar tersebut dan keyboard.
Itu sajalah yang aku ada.
Itu pun dengan duit gaji yang aku perolehi.
Setahun barulah aku mampu membeli segalanya.
Kau anak orang kaya.
Kau ada kereta sukan.
Aku mana ada.
Aku naik motosikal bapaku berplat nombor QT64.
Nombor sahaja yang cantik.
Itupun dibeli sebagai tangan yang kedua.
Mana ada perempuan mahu naik motosikal dengan aku.
Kalau laki-laki mungkin akan memperbodohkan diri aku ini.
Bapa mereka kerja sebagai orang minyak.
Bapa aku memasak dengan minyak masak.
Sungguh berbeza.
Yang pasti.
Kalau aku kaya.
Kau adalah roti bantal.
Sedap.

Rain Drain To The Riverpool

2011-08-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

An emotion.

Strong affection.
Personal attachment.
This is the virtue of human kindness and compassion.
Friendship and relationship as oneness.
That is the art to touch.

Joke In The Middle Third

2011-08-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

Swim into the river.
Would you dry after a fever.
Forever we dive.
We live in our life.
A quacking duck crumble on you leg.
Don't be a fake.
Liar talk as he smile again.
Don't you smell what the rock is cooking.
Northern rockers is only a name of few.
Don't put up yourself into that curfew.
Our life is our bread.
Without wine how to celebrate.
On the third day he gave us the roses.
Jesus come to save us.
Do rest in peace.
May God bless you always.

Brand Or Brain

2011-08-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

Black or white.
Who got the power?
Racial problem?
Not the issue.
In Africa when Nelson Mandela stand against Apartheid.
That is the real racial problem.
When black get into white.
Yellow and brown left behind.
The truth is.
Black is not a colour.

Friends

2011-08-14T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hi!

How are you?
Hello!
Goodbye...

Seorang Kumbang Bernama Dinosaur

2011-08-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

May 2009
Aku mula melancarkan rocket blog ini.
Aku sebenarnya mempunyai blog yang lain sebelum ini.
Yang pertama adalah untuk band aku dulu.
Nama band tersebut adalah St. Petersburg.
Tapi sudah masuk kubur.
Sempat rakam 4 lagu sahaja.
Lepas itu blog cinta.
Hahaha...
Kisah cinta zaman kolej.
Aku cakap aku tak nak bercinta lepas itu.
Memang betul pun.

Masa itulah.
Selepas itu.
Aku gunakan laman blog ini.
Beberapa bulan selepas menghidap penyakit Mirian.
Kerana aku kerja di Miri.
Ketika itulah.
Sebenarnya aku nak bercerita tentang seorang kumbang bernama Dinosaur.
Setibanya aku di Miri, aku menelefon Dinosaur dan berkata esok aku akan mencari dirimu.
Aku pun berjumpa dengan si Dinosaur tersebut.
Kami melepak dan merempat di mana jua anda berada.
Entahlah.
Aku merasa sungguh serasi ketika bersamanya.
Hey!
Ini bukan kisah cintalah.
Hari demi hari dan masa kian berlalu.
Aku di sini.
Engkau di sana.
Poster Anyone in Hollymood tersebut adalah hasil kerja Dinosaur.
Terima kasih cikgu.
Kini aku merasakan sesuatu telah berlaku di antara kami berdua.
Aku tidak tahu bahawa aku pernah melakukan kesalahan terhadap dirinya.
Aku meminta maaf sangat-sangat kalau aku pernah menyakiti hatimu Dinosaur.
Lebih daripada setahun kami tidak berhubung.
Pernah aku meninggalkan pesanan ringkas kepada dirinya.
Namun tidak terbalas.
Aku merasakan bahawa aku hanya menganggu Dinosaur jika aku menelefonnya.
Kerana apa yang aku katakan tidaklah terlalu penting.
Cubalah Dinosaur membaca blog aku ini.
Semoga Dinosaur berjaya di sana.
Sekarang aku di Bintulu.
Sebenarnya.
Aku sudah lama merindui Dinosaur.
Adakah diriku bersalah?
Ataupun diriku berubah?
Aku tak tahu.
Hey Dinosaur.
Where are you?

Every Morning We Say Goodbye

2011-08-14T14:30:00.005+08:00

Suatu ketika dahulu.
Ketika diriku berdiri di antara langit dan bumi.
Manusia di sekeliling mengutuk diriku.
Mencaci dan memaki hamun diriku.
Aku memang sengaja.
Melakukannya.
Untuk membalas dendam.

Manusia.
Dilahirkan untuk melakukan kesilapan.
Siapakah yang tidak pernah melakukan kesilapan?
Aku tidak pernah menyesal.
Namun aku meminta maaf.
Kepada keluargaku dan keluargamu.
Pada hari ini.
Aku mencari ruang.
Untuk aku bergerak bebas.
Tanpa dikasari oleh embun pagi.
Dirimu dan diriku kini kian dewasa.
Tiada niatku untuk memberi beban terhadap dirimu.
Kerana aku memerlukannya.
Setiap manusia juga memerlukannya.
Kenapa aku?
Tidak pernah berjaya.
Mempunyai cita-cita.
Aku pemalas dan pengotor.
Bagaimana dengan dirimu?
Apa kurangnya?
Dirimu memang bijak.
Belajar sehingga langit yang ke 7.
Aku?
Tamat belajar dan mencari kerja.
Pernah juga kerja mencari aku.
Aku tolak.
Dan terjatuh.
Kerana itu bukan yang aku cari.
Aku pandai bercakap.
Hanya merapu macam ikan kerapu.
Sehingga hari ini aku belum menjumpai apa yang aku inginkan.
Sehingga usia separuh nyawa barulah akan aku fikirkan.
Noktah.

Revolutionary Stop The Machine

2011-08-14T09:59:00.004+08:00

Speak it loud.
Shout it out.
That is what they want to do.
What they want to be.
A group of monk with the key to success.
This is my divergence of my life.
Changing my way of lies.
Move away from my town.
Heading to an oil town once again.
Em...
The food that expensive as oil.
Without real life to see.
Save some money.
Hah-aha...
For me, in Kuala Lumpur you will see it all.
You can get your life.
Although the food and drink is that expensive.
But that is life.
This life just like a gas.
We can't see the reality of our life yet.
There is someway somehow we will get used into it.
Yeah...
Turn to the left and to the right.
A blockade on your way.
End up we still here.
Standing alone maybe.
Or maybe not.
For some of them, life is worthless.
But some of them did say it wrathful.
Undermine the bullock.
Set your target.
Where you will be next?
Not here or there.
For me, i would like to be everywhere.
Hittite.
God Bless.

Back To A Mary's Car Company

2011-07-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

What a buzz?

What a fuss?
Now i'm back to black.
For a century life.
Uncle Sam hear no more.
A busy day but not today.
Make up your mind for just a few day.
Don't you dance on that bench.
A trend not a trance.
Trust no more, lust for more.
Nothing last forever but we live together.
Peace of word not for your word.
For the people we rise in this world.
Amy Winehouse in The 27 Club.
For real, it's not a pub.
Amitabh Bachchan.

The Labour Party

2011-05-04T07:34:00.003+08:00

Where Is The Labour Law?

Oh Sorry.
We Only The Workers Here.

Let Me Down All Night Long

2011-04-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

Don't steal my street.

I will keep your secret under the pillow.
Let me inside no cause at all.
I promise to you no harm tonight.
For anyone today we get together.
Don't let me down.
Watching your movie with those light.
Storm outside pour you down.
You can cross the line without fire.
Nobody feel like this.
There is nobody.
I could give you.
My soul and my blood.
I'm not your perfect match.
No party no more.
I got to go on.
You can stay if you want to.
Only with the wild.
You can shoot me.
But not me.
I don't wanna be yesterday hero.
As we can't get together now.
All this while don't you feel bad in my shoe.
This is my face.
Just be what you wanna be.

Daytime Dramatic Movement

2011-03-31T00:26:00.005+08:00

Late night.

I fall to you.
When you say nothing at all.
From down below the par.
I'm really need you now.
Luckily you will back.
Back for more.
Can't wait for it.
When you said your word.
I'm really into you.
And only you.
When the candle without wind.
Which will burn us down.
What a day.
For me and for you.
To dream of you.

The People's Free Movement

2011-03-27T09:54:00.002+08:00

Hello World.

I have been missing a lot of stuff right here.
Put up myself into lazy mode of blogging.
But nevermind.
At least today we gonna get something new.
To talk about democrazy here in Sarawak.
Where me myself don't believe in 2 party system where today we have Barisan Nasional dan Pakatan Rakyat.
But for sure we still need our 3rd Force unit where can put up some pressure between those 2 party.
Here come Malaysian Civil Liberties Movement led by Haris Ibrahim as the President and Raja Petra Kamarudin as the Chairman.
As in Borneo we also have the 3rd Force led by Jeffrey Kitingan so called United Borneo Front.
Hopefully that they can make a good move in change to our country.
This is what happened to United States where they don't have enough voice to put down the government, whenever the government change from Democrats to the Republican, the policy of the States still the same.
As they themselves wanna play the save game.
From the 3rd force where the people can stand along.
Same goes to the NGOs here today.
They also can be called as the 3rd force.
But some of them have been tied up so can't move for the people.
Yeah...
Probably next i will make a move too.
The People's Free Movement for all.

We Care, We Share

2011-01-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

Help Us To Help Others.
Who are they?
They help us a lot.
In a way as a human right fighters.
What should we do?
Just looking around?
Or to be human and support each other.
Human never change.
Promise just a promise.
No more than that.
What a big mistake.
Don't be a dancer if you can't dance.
Fight for your right.
Our right for real.
Please Stand On Your Ground.

Good Die

2011-01-28T19:22:00.003+08:00

Konsekuensi Menegakkan Konstitusi.
Dimanakah Konsekuensi?
Dimanakah Konstitusi?
Malaysia atau Malay-saja?

We should be Malaysian Malaysia.

Read Reading Broke

2011-01-03T03:16:00.002+08:00

A festival for family and friends.
Lunch break with those bread.
Break it up into two pieces.
Which way you go?
You see me.
Draw on your board.
Destroy the work.
Art is not about clear.
Can you see something that no one can be there.
Take it away.
The book left alone.
Where are you?
Help me.
Help me.
I claim to you.
Please be calm.
The wall to high.
As the Berlin wall ever stood still.
You will be my partner.
Done.

Red Red Hot

2011-01-03T03:02:00.002+08:00

Bad weather.

On the ground.
Laying down.
Like those chicken.
The times just passing by.
Without seeing what on the top of our head.
Looking for sunshine that dry.
But still dark.
No shadow show.
Waiting and waiting for it.
No knows what it should be.
Is it this or that.
They go away.
They move away.
Ignore someone that ever care for them.
That ever help them.
One thing for sure.
Have they help you before.
Have they ever be with you before.
I don't know.
Maybe i am an elephant.
But who are they?
What makes it all complete.
For you to succeed with your life.
Without me.
Should i be the angel?
Or the stupid cupid?
End up like duh.
Sorry.
Empty.
No end.
The end.

Flappy Nude Yes

2011-01-03T02:54:00.005+08:00

Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
Revenge.
The Fallen.
Uprising.
With The Sun.
That Make The Come Back.
For More Than This.
For You Alone.
Here Come The Sun.
What A Bad Year.
Bad Yesterday.
For You And For Me.
Have A Nice Death.

A Way Of Nowhere

2010-12-20T11:09:00.002+08:00

Walk into freedom.

Far away from fire.
Where the field ever burn.
Lost with the lesson.
The smoke and the mud.
I love this river.
Where death come to end.
I stood with her.
And here we fly.
Feel the heroes.
Hard for us to learn.
And i felt to the ground.
The ashes on my tongue.
Thinking the only one.
There were piece you left.
For a moment that warm.
In the dungeon.
I will take all from you.
Ever we two have it.
We good in it.
As the deer.
We are one.

The Three Lionaires

2010-12-20T10:49:00.003+08:00

There should be only one goal for us.
Is this the truth from you.
Always say it forever.
There is the river where my soul is.
Anymore and more.
To you the word is just a promises.
It's not you alone here right now.
There is the waterfall where i climb so high.
To the sky i fly.
Please don't hate me for who i am.
Hate me for my worship to you.
The colour makes me so blind into it.
You are my friend and you are my king.
You have the supernatural power than others.
To you alone i'm staying free.
Going up and down.
Hope you happy with that gold.
For the rest of my days.
I'm forever young.

Power Raingers

2010-12-15T11:33:00.004+08:00

Ada yang tidak berkuasa.
Tanpa suara.
Untuk mengegarkan dewan.
Dimanakah kebenaran sebenar?
Ada juga perilaku bagaikan haiwan.
Menjadi extremis kerana kemahuan tiada.
Di zaman 60-an, mereka berarak.
Di zaman moden kita menentang berbahas.
Berdasarkan undang-undang.
Yang mereka adakan.
Akta tersebut memberi kelebihan terhadap kerajaan yang menakluk takhta.
Dimanakah demokrasi?
Terhadap mahasiswa.
Ada yang berusia dan cukup syarat untuk mengikuti pilihanraya.
Akan tetapi digelapkan hak mereka kerana akta yang mereka ciptakan.
Manusia semua mempunyai perasaan.
Apabila dibelai dan dijinakkan pasti menjadi lembut.
Diharapkan menjadi lembut demi kebaikkan.
Bukanlah menambah dosa.
Kebanyakkan kolej-kolej dan universiti tempatan mempunyai polisi mereka dalam memilih perwakilan.
Yang pasti mereka inginkan yang terbaik.
Yang kedua mereka memilih yang tidak akan mengugat kedudukan mereka diatas.
Supaya dapat mengawal segala pergerakkan yang kita lalui.
Terdapat pihak yang tertindas.
Akan tetapi mereka tidak mampu bertindak.
Kerana pengawal mereka membatasi pergerakkan mereka untuk menimba ilmu.
Oleh kerana tertindas inilah yang menyebabkan mereka menjadi extremis.
Mewujudkan dunia yang berbeza di antara kita.
Isu perkauman, agama dan bangsa dimainkan.
Memang benar kiranya demokrasi terlalu bebas maka hancurlah demokrasi bak kata Pak Lah.
Kami adalah bangsa yang akan menjadi pelindung generasi yang akan datang.
Sila melindungi dan memberi kebebasan kami untuk bersuara.
Walaupun pemergian Soe Hok Gie telah berlalu.
Namun suaranya masih kedengaran di corong-corong radio serata universiti yang terdapat di Indonesia.
Marilah kita bersatu menentang pengawal peribadi kita ini.

Sekarang Dan Selama-Lamanya

2010-12-14T03:16:00.004+08:00

It's 3.49a.m. now.
I'm still awake.
Few month been away from this blog.
Now i'm back.
To get something new.
Been busy with my latest project.
Still work on it.
Hopefully can be done by this year end.
The target is there.
Need some supporter also here.
Can they can stand along with us?
If you have that small heart, you will.
I'm big here to help the smaller ones.
Who will be there if not us to stand with them.
We can imagine how the future will be.
Some people may think that they need money for it.
Not for me.
Even every religion teach us to be with them.
Not to force them into another way that we and them don't want it to be.

We can change it.
Believe it God.
That the truth in our life.

Let It Be Free

2010-12-13T11:22:00.004+08:00

On the first time we meet.
When will i see you again.
I ever ask to you.
Will you getting down.
When you with me.
Have you ever think about it.
You're not my first one.
To be with me.
You ever say it.
Don't ever lost in you.
Everything i bring to you.
Respect you for whatever you said.
Before we go too far.
But we go too far.
You say it.
This is for sure.

Such A Perfect Day

2010-09-27T12:17:00.004+08:00

I need you louder.
As today you're the one.
The stronger.
It's gonna be alright.
The one i trusted.
It's will be okay.
We going out tonight.

I just wanna make you happy.

What A Bad Day, Bad Wednesday

2010-09-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

Run Baby Run

Merdekakah Kita?

2010-08-31T01:05:00.004+08:00

Actually, UMNO was not the only one who fought for independence.
And they were not the first.
But we are told that UMNO was the only one as if there were no others or no others before UMNO.
And they even say that UMNO was forced to take up the fight for independence because the Rulers had sold out the country to the British.

I Wanna Be Adored

2010-08-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

I am not a dog.
Or maybe your door.

Die Young

2010-08-29T21:59:00.003+08:00

Inginku bilang.
Inginku terus terang.
Inginku bersilang.
Inginku madah siang-siang.

Soe Hok Gie

2010-08-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

One day before his 27th birthday.

He said nobody knows the troubles, I see nobody knows my sorrow.

Technicolor

2010-07-25T23:43:00.004+08:00

Wonderful, colourful and beautiful flower.

Bloom those days.
Making new ways.
For the young ones.
Toward a mission.
That will never be complete.
Because we were born to die.
Plus extra baggage.
As i was born to love you.
Baby come back.
Back to me again.
One by one falling down.
Cursing each other.
But end up as we need each other.
To stand forever and ever.
To live forever.
To love each other.
Those were the days that we stand tall.
Taller than we can imagine right now.
To admire someone we never know before.
True lies never dies.
If it fly's, float's or fuck's, you are better off renting it.

Please Don't Wake Me Up Today

2010-07-24T08:38:00.005+08:00

As i have a nice virus on my laptop.
Someone try to curse me.
Being so bored around here.
Looking for a star during daylight.
Where can we get it?
Goodbye to you egoism.

Hey Monday Morning

2010-07-19T11:33:00.004+08:00

Hey!
It's today.
The big day.
To get busy yea.
I know everyone hate it.
But hell yeah.
We have to.
As the circle go around.
To get into our own life.
What a mournday.

Flushing Out The Filth

2010-07-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

This is the glorious days.
Since the day we were born.
This is not the last.
To be a cleaner.
As Beyond is back.
Live in Kuching.

Pehin Sri Haji Abdul Taib Bin Mahmud

2010-07-13T12:11:00.003+08:00

The Chief Minister lied to us.

He promised us a biosphere reserve.
But nothing has come of it.

Humanoid

2010-07-13T00:51:00.002+08:00

Paranoia.
Listen up.
Down the stream.
Peaceful ear.
Sweet dream.
Goodnight.

The Life Of Brian

2010-07-12T13:42:00.003+08:00

I wouldn't say i was the best manager in the business.

But i was in the top one to get into you.
They say Rome wasn't built in a day.
But i wasn't on that particular job.
The Trent river is lovely.
I know because i have walked on it.
You don't want roast beef and Yorkshire every night and twice on Sunday.
When i go, God's going to have to give up his favourite chair.
I think it is a sad day for England and for football.

This Is Emerica

2010-07-12T00:08:00.004+08:00

This article is about the vespa line of scooters.
For other uses, see vespa.

Rocking All Over the World

2010-07-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

Oh what a wonderful world.
As i wait for you to talk to me.
Don't waste your time.
To put up the space.
I am tired to wait for you.
The light shining so bright.

Don't Let Me Down

2010-07-06T08:03:00.003+08:00

Yeah Yeah Yeah.
The bitch is back.
Don't let the sun goes down.
Oh sunny day.
How to get that fame as fast as you can?
Try it out.

I Wish I Am Dying

2010-07-05T09:19:00.005+08:00

A naked mile.
To make me blind.
And end this world.
Make sense as full with trouble.
Noise and dirty sound.

Using the system.
To control our mind.
Lies walking with talking backward.
Stick me.

Goonies Never Say Die

2010-07-05T08:47:00.001+08:00

Written in a church in Rome
In the basement which was 9AD
Even ancient Christians knew that Goonies Never Say Die

Meet The Stranger

2010-07-02T08:21:00.003+08:00

Let's get ride.

Last month when i'm in Kuala Lumpur.
Around the town.
And i spot a knot.
Someone like i know for a long time ago.
And i'm still remember.
When you try to get me into you.
But i'm just not on your track.
To get along forever.
As i saw you cradle on your feet.
Seem like so happy.
To be a perfectionist.
Is not on the list.
You just look like the girl on the net.
Angus, Thongs And Perfect Snoggi.
To make the revolution.
You change it all.
To be more ultraviolet.
There you go.
When i sing a song for you.
You just can't get into it.

I Got No Feeling

2010-06-22T16:14:00.005+08:00

To be a stalker.

That walk alone in the middle of the night.
And telling lies to all the people around you.
Giving the truth for the real world.
But when it end, the world already down.
Into your pocket.
With a pencil.
That can't be use anymore.
The more the pain, the more you gain.
For the profit of the community.
Smell like shit.
And the dog will follow you.

Gadisku

2010-06-22T12:33:00.004+08:00

Dalam koma.

Bernama noktah.
Menatap wajahmu.
Yang layu.
Bak mentari.
Yang kian mendung.
Di siang hari.
Bilakah tiba masanya.
Untuk kita bersama.
Selama-lamanya.
Tiada ertinya.
Bila tiada lagi.
Selalu seperti sekarang.
Dan selama-lamanya.
Tidak mengerti kata orang tentang dirinya.
Hingga ia bermakna.
Kita sama-sama saling memahami.
Bercahaya membara.
Sekiranya masih suci.
Yang indah.
Dan tenang selamanya.
Dialah gadisku.

Aku Bukan Aku

2010-06-22T11:02:00.002+08:00

Masih hari berlalu.

Tiap malam aku terseksa bersendirian.
Menjadi pilu.
Aku yang hilang.
Hidup tak tenang.
Langit cerah, mendung dan kelabu.
Semakin berjauhan.
Jiwa kekosongan.
Pulangkanlah diriku.
Hidup menjadi bosan.
Sukarnya mencari kepuasan.
Mencuba barhati-hati melupakan dari ingatan.
Semakin di cuba semakin mendatang.
Fikiran tidak keruan.
Bila rasa kekosongan.
Tiap kali ia menjauh.
Kerana aku bukan aku.
Melupakan semuanya.

The Cup Of Life

2010-06-22T10:53:00.003+08:00

The Good News Making All The Nation My Disciples

Salam Terakhir

2010-06-12T00:11:00.001+08:00

Salam teristimewa.
Untuk meninggalkan jejak duri yang lalu.
Dikelilingi lautan api.
Ke tanah suci Malaya.
Selamat Pagi Malaysia.

My Addiction To This

2010-06-10T15:06:00.004+08:00

The cup of life is back.

Back again.
To travel around the world.

Every distance count.
From one to the middle of our finger tip.
No one else standing tall.
As we conquer it all.
Messing the way we are.
Quitting is not the way like what they said.
But for sake of life that we used to be with.
Not for family nor what so ever.

1 Israel

2010-06-03T10:50:00.002+08:00

We support Israel.
We are not racist.

Men And Women

2010-06-02T01:39:00.001+08:00

Men walk the talk.
Women just walk.

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-06-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

The Dayak

Trash

2010-05-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

Just try between you and me.
Is a better thing to do.

It's seem so sad.
It's a witless.
Cry.

The People

2010-05-31T20:52:00.002+08:00

Orang kata kita bermula dengan merangkak.

Susah juga untuk berdiri mahupun berjalan.
Dalam percubaan untuk berdikari, cubaan demi cubaan dilakukan.
Sehingga berjaya.
Tahap mana mungkin kita akan pergi.
Perjalanan hidup kita begitu jauh.
Bermula dengan satu noktah.
Garisan yang tidak pernah lurus.
Kita tidak akan menjumpai titik pertembungan garisan tersebut.
Kerana ia akan terputus.
Jalinan yang sudah lama dimiliki.
Akan tamat dengan sekelip mata.
Batu yang besar membuatkan perbezaan yang ketara.
Ada seketika kita di atas.
Ada waktunya di bawah.
Masa menentukan segalanya.
Keinginan saya untuk menggelilingi dunia diharapkan berhasil.
Walau ada orang berkata dunia ini luas.
Tapi inilah kehidupan yang sebenar untuk di miliki.
Mereka menjamu mulut yang luas.
Ketika saya ingin memulakan dari Kapit, Sarawak.
Gelak ketawa riang.
Menyeronokkan.
Tapi wajah saya tetap serius.
Mencari ketenangan jiwa.

Hey! Dinosaur

2010-05-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

What's going on?

Where are you?
Are you sleeping?

Last On The List

2010-05-14T08:24:00.003+08:00

The water flow.

By the river.
As our life.
Still the same.
But it will end.
When we go away.

Kata Membakar

2010-05-13T20:11:00.006+08:00

Siapa berkata DAP tidak demokrasi?
Najis Bin Nazak.
Jangan bermain isu sensitif.
UMNO juga punya bapa menjadi presiden dan menantu pemudanya.
Kami ingin memberi hak yang saksama.
Kami berjanji.
Tapi apabila kalah, kami tidak tunaikan.
Jangan tertipu.
Kata-kata mereka.
Dulu kalanya mana muncul mereka.
Sekarang baru mereka muncul.
Kita sudah matang untuk memikirkannya.
Pilihan yang terbijak.
Mereka berkata.
Kita bersuara terdiam membisu.

My Last Trip To Miri

2010-05-12T11:38:00.003+08:00

Goodbye my lovers.
Goodbye my friends.
This will be the last.
For me and for you.

Rectify Those Bloom

2010-05-11T01:00:00.004+08:00

The thunder storm.
Will it be the same as tomorrow come again.
Or maybe tomorrow will never be.
Time to go away.
Away from the last time.
That we make it out.
I don't want to stay here anymore.
As you fall down below the stream.
Let it be oh Let it be.

Whatever will be will be.

Sabah Tidak Kehilangan Wilayah

2010-05-05T09:48:00.003+08:00

Inilah kata-kata yang dinyatakan oleh Datuk Seri Musa Aman.
Tiada apa lagi untuk dimiliki oleh negeri Sabah setelah Labuan Menjadi Wilayah Persekutuan.
Apakah harta ternilai bagi negeri Sabah?
Tiada cukai di Wilayah Persekutuan Labuan kerana cukai telah dibayar oleh nilai minyak dan gas yang terletak berdekatan kepulauan tersebut yang sememangnya hak kerajaan negeri Sabah.
Nilainya warga Filipina yang menjadi rakyat Malaysia membuat Sabah menjadi murah dinakluki.
Kembalilah ke zaman 1963.
Inikah perjuangan kita bersama?

I See The Light

2010-05-01T15:21:00.003+08:00

Indahnya dunia ini.
Dengan penuh keyakinan aku tempuhi.
Aku ingin meminta maaf.
Sekiranya perbuatan aku bakal dimakamkan.
Kerana ayat dan cerita dongeng.
Maka tersebutlah kisah benar.
Realiti kehidupan kita.
Diancam oleh semua pihak.
Setitik demi setitik darah menitik.
Menjadi panas dek matahari yang terbit.
Diselaputi oleh dedaun awan biru.
Membesar dan terus membesar.
Pergerakkan dirimu semakin mendalam.
Menyakitkan dirimu dan diriku.
Kehidupan seharianku kian mencabar.
Ingin mengenal erti usia yang masih muda.
Masihkah terdapat peluang untuk aku meneruskan hidupku kelak?
Dan apabila senja menjelma.
Tanpa erti kata darimu.
Meninggalkan diriku sendiri.

Sense Of Resignation

2010-05-01T15:13:00.002+08:00

An early exit.
For future.
Looking toward the bright side.
Making more clean than crunch.
Stop by the road side.
Reach the backspace.
Cried your hope.
It's hopeless.
Never been through.
Lying down and thinking about it.
No action taken.
Let's make a move.
In to the deep blue ocean.
Wide open for you.
On the top of the mountain.

Line 6

2010-05-01T15:06:00.004+08:00

Oh my guitar amplifier.

Shorty fire burning on the dance floor.
Just dance.

Back To Basic

2010-04-24T22:10:00.004+08:00

Oh hell yeah.
This is my new life.
Schecter Omen 6 White.
Ready to get rock and rolling stone here.

A Pure Runner

2010-03-25T20:57:00.002+08:00

A hundred days have made me older.
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face.
What can i say.
It's my 100 percent pure runner.
Way to go.
Reach the 1000 bucks on my hand.
Now where are we.
A trip in the future.
For all of you.

Run For Your Life

2010-03-23T11:19:00.004+08:00

Berapa jauhkah kita perlu berlari untuk mengejar mimpi?

Tapi seakan-akan masih wujud karya sebegitu rupa.
Tiadanya nilai.
Untuk berlari.
Mengejar mimpi yang nyata.
Sudah terpampang di depan mata kita.
Segalanya.
Bukanlah rahsia sesama kita.
Hanya dengan satu percubaan.
Maka terpadamlah masa silam itu.
Mengapa kita perlu bergerak ke hadapan dan bukan ke belakang?
Punca daripada ayat ini tidak dapat lagi digunakan untuk zaman yang kian berubah.
Kita bergerak mengikut arah yang ingin di tuju.
Untuk mendapat keputusan yang terbaik.
Maka dengan itu, kita boleh pergi ke mana sahaja yang masih boleh diduduki.
Harap maklum.

5 Years Of Sing And Shout

2010-03-23T02:16:00.003+08:00

As i ask myself why?
Oh yes i am ready for it.
To go anywhere i want.
As i go away, will you guys looking for me?
Surely not.
This is the end of the world.

Night Stop

2010-03-17T02:12:00.002+08:00

Thank you very much

Fuck The Tempo

2010-03-10T11:34:00.001+08:00

Can i fuck you?
Fuck off.
What the fuck is that?
Fuck you.

I Will Be Somebody

2010-03-09T01:26:00.007+08:00

You should stop living in the past.
If anything, I'm living in the future.
Dreaming of better things to come.
That's not going to help you either.
You should be living in the present.
The present is just gone before you know it.
Maybe you are the one who believes there is something wrong with you.
And on the top of that, you believe you need someone to fix you.
It's not a gender issue now.
I will never find another you.
People are going to suspect there is something wrong with you.
We are the greatest.
This is our biggest present.
Thanks to the American.

Perangai Macam Sial

2010-03-09T01:13:00.003+08:00

Look at the mirror.
What do you see?

I Don't Want To Talk About It

2010-03-09T01:01:00.003+08:00

I can tell that your eyes crying forever.

As the star in the sky tell me nothing about you.
I don't want to talk about how you broke my heart.
If i stay here just a little bit longer will you listen to my heart.
If stay alone here will your shadow be there with me.
I don't want to talk about it.

One

2010-03-01T11:54:00.001+08:00

Setahun sudah berlalu.
Namun saya masih tetap setia di sini.
Menanti akan tibanya masa.
Untuk kembali gagah dan berani.
Menghuni pelukan ciptaan yang maha pengasih.
Melalui liku-liku kehidupan.
Yang semakin hari semakin padat.
Dengan manusia punya angkara.
Kita atau pun dia.
Sama sahaja.
Dibezakan dengan rupa bentuk.
Ada yang sempurna dan sebaliknya.
Kemaskini data-data kehidupan.
Rekod-rekod dunia.
Yang pernah dikecapi selama ini.
Mencatat satu sejarah.
Hanya tinggal kenangan,

Football Madness

2010-02-24T17:20:00.002+08:00

We are the champion of the world.

Losing One Follower

2010-02-22T12:33:00.004+08:00

As i am losing my grip.
One lost and a lot more went missing.
Where can i go?
Right here.
Right now.

Love me for friend.
And love other for friendship.
The ship can floating as friends can go in one way.
Live up our life.
The heart will be with you.
As we decide what we do and not to do.
Speak it out loudly.
Once broken.
Please help me out.